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If I could..
I would ask Him to blind me of my earthly eyes, and give me sight a vision that goes beyond human comprehension. I would ask to be striped of all human standards and be empowered with heavenly perspective. I would ask to not build my own worldly kingdom full of sin and selfish ambition, but obey my life calling and build a greater kingdom, a pure and perfect kingdom. I would ask to not find joy in perishables but seek out an eternal joy rooted in the one and only joy-giver. I would ask for strength that is not dependent on human capabilities but supernatural strength that allows me to conquer the world, with purpose. I would ask for humility that goes beyond all boundaries and a pride so deeply embedded in the one reason to boast.
If I could, I would. I can, so I do. Asked, Answered. Christ.
I’m capable of not only asking, but being granted my requests. Christ.
In His Time
He make all things beautiful in His time.
Time is such a arbitrary concept. 60 seconds, 60 minutes, 24 hours, 7 days, 52 weeks, 12 months. Time frames are all consistant but our perception of time varies according to our liking. As people grow older time seems to “fly” and life just gets quicker. People pervert time to what fits in their respective lives. We live life for different time-sensitive goals that we set for ourselves and check off events as they occur. Life is funny, because rarely does it allow us to live according to the standards we set for ourselves, I guess it would be far too easy if it did.
But His time is Perfect time. Regardless of all other factors, His time makes ALL things beautiful, even ugly sinners like us. Only He has the power to make ugly, beautiful.
Life Unexpected
It’s funny because we are suppose to expect the unexpected in life. So is it weird to feel overwhelmed and incapable of keeping up with life? Everything feels out of place and everything is only skimming the surface of life. How is it possible to feel out of place in your own life?
I’m drowning in life, swimming for dear life. But I want to drown, I want to drown myself in love..be so engulfed by God’s love and goodness that I can’t breath without it.
God has been all too gracious in my life and I will only ever see the bad, my sin-vision forces me to highlight the hardships and struggles in my life and blind myself to an all loving, perfect Father. I want to be stripped of this vision and see the light that is true. Preaj?
summer is for learning.
Life is full of lessons, in every little decision, thought, action and crevice of our lives God is trying to teach. Why do we need to learn? Because we don’t know. obviously! Because we don’t know we live, experience, make mistakes, are wronged, apologize, forgive, learn, and ENJOY.
Life is and always will be unpredictable and as humans we are unable to know the future, but some things in life are noticeably irreplaceable.
God is far bigger than anything else in my life. God is too good and to be loved by Him is the greatest joy in life. Blessings come in every form, shape and size and realizing that everything in life is a little present sent from God is amazing =)
blessings in young form
Coming back from KPCF’s YG retreat I feel oh so blessed. All the memories, laughter, joy, learning, and fellowship was amazing and truly God-given.
I think if anything this summer has humbled me and taught me how important learning and growing is. We will always not know something, we will never be all knowing and there will always be something new to learn. So as prideful as we are and how self righteous we get, in the end….we’re all wrong.
i think once we see how ignorant, stupid, lacking, incompetent, insignificant and broken we are we can begin a process of growth and maturity.
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Dear God,
I don’t want to lose the sight of what’s truly important. I don’t want to fall away from you, but I’m so weak.
People often say, that you break us down to build us up, to chase after us and show us your love time and time again. So would you please reveal yourself to me? Have me find joy and hope only in you. Have me resist the temptation of worldly happiness, and not trade you for anything else. Grant me wisdom and faith to hang on to you for comfort and guidance through good and bad.
If it’s in your will, Lord, come after me and draw me close to you yet again.
In your precious Son’s name I pray,
Amen
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다시 사랑 할 수 있을가?
사랑하지 않는데 사랑인줄 알았대
사랑한다 말할 때 그런 줄 알았대 사랑을 몰랐대
보내줘야 하는데 웃어줘야 하는데
눈물이 왜 나는데 사랑이 아닌데 왜 눈물 나는데
life.
its funny, because i feel like i’m the one chasing life and not the other way around. you’d think i’d have more control of my life and force it to follow my lead. but NOPES. hahaha, its kinda funny how that is. we all like to think we have control and we make our own decisions and sometimes that is true, but more often then not, we are utterly helpless to life’s motion.
honestly, its hard, but i kinda like it. i like knowing i dont have complete control, it’d be WAY too much pressure if i was in charge of everything!!
So, thank you God for always reminding me and showing me wassup =] you are the best
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